|
[Sunday
May 14 / 05:40 pm
] |
I don't get life in general.
What the heck.. my family therapists think i miss them.. because i solvent abused in the morning, and thought the appointment was cancelled. What the heck. I wanted to solvent abuse any way, even if i didn't get to see them.
I overdose even if i don't go to hospital, same thing. Get the picture. I'll do anything.
I'm seeing Thomas one of my family therapists for half an hour on his own.. time to let out all my crappy emotions. or "I want to kill myself" "I think i should go to boots now and get a bottle of nail varnish remover, and stuff it down my throat" "Or.. collect pills.." " Maybe the easiest way is jumping off of a high story building." Yeah. Current thoughts i've been having for the last month or so.
agh. I haven't even applied for a college. I'm screwed.
|
|
|
| If I was being honest.. |
[Wednesday
August 17 / 09:55 pm
] |
I met the family therapists today. ha. At the end, Thomas said
"Thank you for being honest with us..."
IF I WAS BEING HONEST. I WOULD DRIVE A SCREWDRIVER THROUGH YOUR HEAD.
After the session, i attempted to slit my wrist with a shitty razorblade. It didnt work.
If you are a Horse in chinese astrology, you are prone to psychosomatic disorders, anxiety/panic attacks, insomnia, and eating disorders.
|
|
|
|
[Saturday
March 26 / 03:52 am
] |
friends only
oo1. add me first.
oo2. give me one good reason why i should add you.
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
frelle's journal